I am shame to admit despite Yvette is still not feeling well. But I have to send her to school. (For sure she doesn’t have fever anymore.)
Neither of us can take leave today. Not exactly we can’t. I can but I can only be off in the afternoon. I need to go back to office to discuss and submit a document to government before I can be off.
Looking back how Yvette was taken care when she was sick, there is a huge amount of guilt sitting within me. I am very sure I am not fulfilling my duty as her mum completely. And I do thank D who willingly cancel his important meeting to stay at home to look after Yvette.
How I wish l could be at Yvette’s side when she is sick all times. With my employment status, I need to answerable to both sides (the company I work for and the agency) certainly don’t make me in a better position.
This makes me ponder again whether the decision on re-joining the work force is correct. (I really have steep learning curve during this period. I think the curve will be steeper if I stay at home longer.)
Will a little more EQ going to help me?