Yvette has plenty of bad habits when I am breastfeeding her. She like to touch almost everywhere of my body. Her hand will move from my face to my belly button. It‘s hard to push her hand away. My breast is like their natural pacifier and it is very hard to wean her off.
She bites me. She will pinch at the nipple. She loves the smelly me. She never reject even I am sweaty.
Honestly sometimes I get really frustrated over her act and will be very angry with her if she keeps “hurting” me. But somehow I know, when she is touching me, she feel very secure and happy. I always see her wearing a smile when I am breastfeeding her.
Perhaps this is what we know as BONDING.